Kimberly Marie Bowley

Have been filled with lots different things. I have learned a lot about myself and those people around me and closest to me. I have decided that giving up on things just isnt an option, specially when some things just mean so much to me. Realizing that now I think has given me a whole new look to this world. It isnt easy going through so much and not knowing who to talk too, or the people you really want to talk too, you think it will just scare them off. I have also learned lately, that I am really on my own. I dont depend on anyone to give me anything anymore, as in I am now my own person and I provide solely for myself. I used to have these outrages wants and goals in my life, but I finally realized, you can NOT put a timeline for all those things. Life throws major curveballs, and you have to live with it. I of course want to try to hit the ball… but in the end, I must wait for the perfect pitch to get a homerun.

I do believe that you should never give up on anything or anyone. Give everything a second chance. People make mistakes, people do mistakes, but no one is perfect. People may mix up emotions with other things, but why not try to do a second chance with someone to figure it all out? Well, duh, second chances. Like I said everyone deserves them. Giving up on something so wonderful will end up being the worst mistake someone can make. An example for me, someone really freaking messed up and is it my place not to give them a second chance? No, in time hopefully everything will be back to normal, and maybe my forgiveness for them will show them that people really do care about them. I just only hope that I can also get a second chance when I ask for it, I do believe I am a kind person who deserves to show I am worth it all, specially since I try my best in everything I do. Sometimes things are difficult, times are difficult, but that doesnt mean its not worth the second chance.

In the last few weeks, I have moved out of my moms house, and into an apartment with some close friends of mine. I cant believe I am out of my moms house again! I will say that I do miss her TERRIBLY. I miss my whole family, but thankfully I am only 5 minutes away from her house, so I can see them whenever I want.

I just realized I am jumping from place to place in this post, but I dont care… haha…

Never hold onto guilt, crap happens, if someone else can forgive you, forgive yourself. Everyone like I said, makes mistakes, life is to short to not to live it.  

To a very special person, I support you, I will always support you, I will always be your biggest fan, well maybe besides your Dad, but you know what I mean. :] You have taught me more in the last few months about myself then I can ever repay you for. You are truly one of a kind and deserve nothing but the best in this world. I see you as part of my life, a major part of it, I can only hope for the best for us. You mean so much to me, you really do. I hope for many many many more years to come for us. I do love you. I really do. <3

“Watched from a distance as you Made life your own Every sky was your own kind of blue And I wanted to know How that would feel And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn’t see You opened my eyes and you made me believe”